Third day feeling exactly the same...

...this morning I was at 101.8 degrees on fever. My head is killing me. I cancelled Pilates on Wed. I couldn't bare how I felt. I dont want to leave work early because I don't want to get in trouble at work. But I am not even moving. Its sooooo cold in hear. I didn't bring a sweater either.
Tonight I have to go interview with someone about the Cleaning Business. If I leave now I should get enough rest. I know when I get home my husband will drop the baby on me. She'll pull my hair and laugh. My oldest will want to talk and talk. I love them about them but I just dont have the energy today.

My back is still killing me. All my muscles are completely tight. This Sat, Sun, and Mon my ad comes out in the Daily Newspaper and Inquirer. On Tuesday it comes out in the Juniata News. I hope business booms.

Last night

Last night I had a terrible sinus headache followed by 102 fever. I couldn't even blink. I don't know if it was heat related being as though, it was over 100 degrees outside. I can't stand the heat anymore. My husband went out and got me some sudafed. The pressure is gone today but I still have a fever. I'm at work early today because I have a CPR and Adult Heart Saver Course. I didn't want to miss it because it could be useful one day.
My throat and back are hurting too. I wonder what the heck is going on with me. I also have a deadline to complete for next wednesday and I can't seem to concentrate. I'll be working late the next few days. Not tonight because I'm going to Pilates. I'd like to know where I'll find the energy for that.

All I want is to eat...

Why the sudden urges to pig out.... I wish I were eating pasta or pizza or cheese burgers. You would think that I was this obese person but I not. I sometimes watch what I eat. But then sometimes I just want to come home and empty the refridgerator. I'm sure when I get home I'll cook and eat while cooking. I would love to be in Olive Garden eating their bread sticks and salad... or Spagetti Warehouse.... yum yum....

I need to get a hold of myself.