tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30280924828611010962011-12-30T06:37:13.014-05:00...December 1998, when it all began. Ten years later, here we are, a party of five.Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.comBlogger751100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-16681941908763662862009-05-06T15:01:00.000-04:002009-05-06T15:02:26.623-04:00

I was completely shocked when I spoke to my mom yesterday and she said my brother sent her flowers. Now my brother is most forgetful guy ever. He never even calls my mom for Mother's Day. I always tell him to call her. Not only that, he is still in Iraq at the moment so its not like I'm calling to remind him.Well I get home and I got a package in the mail too. It was a nice spa set. He knows I

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-43574299346026013002009-04-01T10:13:00.003-04:002009-04-01T10:17:00.567-04:00

at least that's what I wish to believe. It's been two weeks since albert and I broke up. We went to Las Vegas on March 10 thru the 14th. On March 15th he moved out. I've been holding up well. I just needed this. I didn't want to be part of a marriage that was no longer one.It's tougher now - 2 weeks later than it was at first.But like a good friend of mine says "It's a feeling, it will pass

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-74210077090787636552009-02-09T19:07:00.001-05:002009-02-09T19:09:11.626-05:00

I'm having such an emotional day today. I don't know what's going on in my head but I just wanna runaway. Far far away. I'm so overwhelmed by life right now.

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-56911753276248769652009-01-26T19:56:00.004-05:002009-01-26T20:14:53.277-05:00

Sorry I haven't updated in a while. I actually have nothing really interesting to write about. Junior hasn't made any real improvements with his speech. He's also been with a fever on and off since last week and then broke out in a rash. I've been nervous to give him anything because he's allergic to most anti-biotics. I gave him a little benadryl and it seems to be working. Amelia and

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-16419843587798447632009-01-11T08:49:00.004-05:002009-01-11T09:00:32.052-05:00

So I've been in kind of a rut lately. I'm not sure why. It may be the cold weather. I want to desperately get out of the house and do some fun things with the kids. Of course, I prefer not to spend money. Albert and I are going to Las Vegas in March for my Pure Romance business. There will be lots to do there. They are having a golf outing for the guys and then a big gala for us to attend.

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-32493678832992893302009-01-03T13:05:00.025-05:002009-01-03T13:36:31.676-05:00

Selinet and my princess DeijaMy beautiful Amelia and AngelicaSelinet and Vincent. They are twins.My cousin Angie and her husband Pito My mom and her dude AngelThree cousins. Jessica, Lilly, AngieMy cousin's daughter Angelica

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-25320241464730954092008-12-28T12:02:00.007-05:002008-12-28T12:10:40.321-05:00

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-77040697311351592682008-12-28T08:25:00.004-05:002008-12-28T08:38:45.388-05:00

Albert is not a crier or an emotional type of guy. The day Amelia was born he cried like a baby. After so many years of infertility, he thought he would never have children of his own. When the love of his life came to the world 3 years ago, he has cried over every little thing that Amelia has done for the first time. First laugh, first crawl, first walk, first poopy in the potty. On

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-67234949714184882762008-12-22T09:42:00.003-05:002008-12-22T09:50:08.187-05:00

I finally got all of the christmas gifts done. I tried to sneak the gifts out of the closet in my room so I can get them wrapped. Amelia was sleeping in my bed so I took advantage of the time. We wrapped almost all of them until I hear her little voice calling me. Albert ran upstairs to go lay in bed with her while I ran all over the living room putting gifts away and picking up the special

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-35375871432157311442008-12-19T13:23:00.007-05:002008-12-19T13:49:58.544-05:00

Ten years since we got together.Albert and I met through a mutual friend. I was in the 7th grade and he was in the 8th. We didn't go to the same school. He came over with his friend Caesar (RIP) to see my friend Diana. Caesar and Diana liked each other and he was going to walk her home. Details are blurry since it's been so long. I saw him on and off thru Diana but it was until my first day

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-35474872653097501002008-12-17T12:10:00.001-05:002008-12-17T12:10:56.593-05:00

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-88806221090553939672008-12-15T11:09:00.001-05:002008-12-15T11:09:58.752-05:00

After 8 looooooong years!!Now to figure out what to do with all the free time...Maybe I can focus more on being a good wife. Cooking, cleaning and all that other good stuff...Graduation isn't until June though. That kinda sucks.

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-79684744304384205922008-12-08T11:32:00.002-05:002008-12-08T11:43:30.546-05:00

Someone posted this on myspace. ....What’s your middle name?...Don't have one.....How big is your bed?....king....What are you listening to right now?....the radio....What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?....9297....What was the last thing you ate?....dinner last night....Last person you hugged?....my kids....How is the weather right now?...Really cold. In the 30's.....Who was

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-89126154954786194112008-12-06T10:30:00.014-05:002008-12-06T10:41:44.084-05:00

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-42771220251226355192008-12-05T15:00:00.008-05:002008-12-05T15:05:21.067-05:00

So I googled Deija's name to see if anything shows up and guess what I found.Her aunt had posted some pics of Deija's 5th birthday. Wasn't she so cute???

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-48994336202407568872008-12-05T14:20:00.004-05:002008-12-05T14:41:38.823-05:00

So occasionally I get these dreams and when I wake up they happen.It kind of drives me nuts. Once I dreamt that my car was smoking out the hood and it happened. It started smoking. I dreamt the other day my boss was having a boy. He and his wife got their ultrasound done and guess what they are having? Yup, you guessed it right. I dreamt I had a flat and I got a flat.Not all my dreams come

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-8517353296944524312008-12-04T16:02:00.006-05:002008-12-04T16:13:19.494-05:00

So I'll start with Thanksgiving.It was lovely. I cooked the Turkey and made some pastelon, pasta salad, and my dad brought us some pasteles his wife made. Dinner was yummy. We watch a Christmas movie and listened to some christmas music. Black Friday we didn't go out shopping early because we didn't want to get involved in that shopping frenzy. However, we did go shopping after noon. Albert

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-6539873749615377232008-11-17T12:03:00.004-05:002008-11-17T12:13:08.086-05:00

Sorry I haven't posted in a while but we've been so busy.Well last week Junior was sick. I mean really sick. I had to take off 2 days from work to stay with him. It felt so good to be there for him. We bonded so much.At the same time my babysitter went into labor last monday and we were stuck without a sitter. Her mom was my backup sitter but I guess she wanted to be there for her daughter

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-74298918078171189002008-11-03T10:13:00.013-05:002008-11-03T10:21:48.196-05:00

We had such great weather for Halloween. I got home and Albert had already dressed the kids. I got dressed and we went out trick or treating for a while. We hit about 8 city blocks and then came home to get the car. We headed over to our friend's Jolie's house. She was having a Halloween Party. It was so much fun. She even had a scary maze out in her basement. The kids were freaked out.So here

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-27699755566717240462008-10-27T11:58:00.002-04:002008-10-27T12:07:31.861-04:00

I just started my last two classes. I am paranoid. I have never been scared, intimidated or anything about school. But I have to biggest butterflies in my stomach that I could just puke. I just opened the classes to look at the syllabus and the one class - BUS450 Policy and Strategy Formulation looks so scary. The professor posted a bunch of stuff about the class. Can I just say info

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-145529767441848252008-10-24T11:12:00.001-04:002008-10-24T11:12:57.674-04:00

and nothing keeps him busy. He spends most of the time in the kitchen taking my pots out of the cabinets. He picks up anything he can find and puts it somewhere else. Yesterday he put a crayola stool inside a Bratz toy car. How is that even possible?? Its a big stool. LMAO!!He is constantly climbing the sofa. He climbs all the way to the top and then I have to rescue him. And that throwing phase

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-51872920109990377172008-10-20T21:28:00.006-04:002008-10-20T21:41:40.428-04:00

So I got my haircut alot shorter than I wanted. I almost panicked when I saw how short it was but once my hair dresser Luisa blow dried it, I saw it wasn't that bad. So tell me what ya think.BEFORE: This is what it usually looks like after I get it done... but rarely stays this nice. BEFORE: This is what my crazy curls usually look like and I hate them.AFTER: This is my new hairdo...

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-72630016414143704442008-10-16T15:14:00.002-04:002008-10-16T15:21:19.269-04:00

I've been volunteered to take Deija and her friends bowling on sunday.How did that happen? Well the lovely girls planned the bowling date and then told their mom's that Deija's mom will be driving them. Ha! Of course, Deija just asked if I could take her and her friends bowling. I started to think that I could just drop them off and leave since its a few blocks away from our house. But nope,

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-68185991629629458572008-10-16T15:07:00.002-04:002008-10-16T15:13:40.726-04:00

Junior is so good at the sitters. He isn't throwing stuff around. He isn't yelling much and takes long naps. Ha! So why doesn't that happen at home? That's because he is such a show off in front of his Mama. He knows his mom is going find everything he does cute so he gets away with it.His latest thing is putting his head between my legs while I'm standing. Then he giggles. When I pick

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-81320581019892181082008-10-13T15:22:00.001-04:002008-10-13T15:23:25.497-04:00

LOL. Why is this not new news??? LMAO!!You Are Totally Anal RetentiveYup, you're so uptight - people definitely have called you “anal.”You're the type of person who's so OCD you organize your M&Ms before eating them.You have so many rules and rituals, it's hard for you to let loose and enjoy life.So go ahead and mix up your alphabetized CD collection. Live a little!Are You Anal Retentive?

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-48099273551895972112008-10-13T09:39:00.003-04:002008-10-13T09:49:04.845-04:00

Today is Albert's first day at his old job. He hasn't worked the dayshift since I just pregnant with Junior. We had decided then that we couldn't afford childcare for two children so he was a stay at home dad. 3 months ago he started a night job at a furniture warehouse and then just got an offer to come back to work at the Steel Plant where he was a Forman.I had forgotten what its like to get

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-2714725068888888322008-10-12T09:50:00.005-04:002008-10-13T09:39:04.249-04:00

Yesterday turned out to be a good day. Albert didn't move out. He's gonna give us another try. So I suggested we go out and do something different rather than sitting in the house finding new ways to annoy each other.We took the kids to the zoo. I hadn't been there in years. This was Amelia and Junior's first time at the zoo.When we got there we realized that it was worth getting the one

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-23371724979405130062008-10-09T13:03:00.004-04:002008-10-12T10:28:00.729-04:00

So where should I start? I'm feeling better today. I'm not Niagara Falls today.We'll have to see what the future holds. God has something in store for us. I like to believe I'm not a terrible person. I have a good heart and my intentions for everything I do, come from my heart.I also like to believe that the Valentin Family doesn't end here. I've always been a fighter and I refuse to let this

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-90823107377062737342008-10-08T14:25:00.003-04:002008-10-08T14:28:58.442-04:00

I have decided that this blog is not for sad relationship who-blah.But I wanted to share that the name of the blog might be changing. Albert and I are going thru a rough patch and might be separating. We'll need all the prayers we can get to help us get through this.

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-15269401553609715102008-10-04T14:14:00.001-04:002008-10-04T14:20:49.264-04:00

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-45652299548509648562008-10-03T18:29:00.005-04:002008-10-03T18:32:29.051-04:00

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-50174421014441634042008-10-03T13:34:00.004-04:002008-10-03T18:27:01.521-04:00

Junior is 24lbs and 32in tall. Amelia is 31lbs and 37in tall. They are so unbelievably close in stats. Junior is due to go back when he's 2 years old. That will be in April. Dr Roberts said that he is right on track and not to worry about his speech. She said boys take longer than girls to develop. Why does that sounds so familiar? Oh must be because I'm still waiting for Albert to catch

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-75879817786042602872008-10-02T12:14:00.004-04:002008-10-02T12:31:20.433-04:00

After I put the kids to bed, I watched some tv upstairs. Amelia wanted me to read her a book. I told her it was too dark and we didn't want to wake up Junior. She said "okay, well can you read it to me when its light out". I said of course. She decided last night that she wanted to lay in my right arm instead of my left one for a change. As I switched her over I kissed her neck really fast

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-62598360940418081742008-10-02T11:36:00.003-04:002008-10-02T11:41:07.646-04:00

However, I spend the entire evening last night looking for the friggin REMOTE!!! I didn't cook, I didn't do housechores, I didn't do anything but turn the house upside down looking for the remote to the TV downstairs. It was one of those days where I wanted to go home and just lay on the couch for once. I mentioned on the entry below how I was already stressing at work and needed some

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-28649345930195526482008-10-01T16:15:00.004-04:002008-10-01T16:29:39.084-04:00

I'm so stressed at work today.I keep reminding myself that one day I'll get out of Corporate America and have financial freedom and people working for me instead. My boss is going thru a "Pick on Jessica" phase. Either that or he needs to let his frustrations out and I'm the gee-nee pig today. I desperately need some relaxation. I'm so stressed that only screaming might make me feel

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-28899749234784857542008-09-30T15:38:00.002-04:002008-09-30T15:43:07.342-04:00

I called home to ask how Amelia was doing on the potty today.Deija says that she's been in a diaper ever since she woke up.Albert had told me this morning that he had taken her to the potty and that Deija took her once.Of course I had to confront him about it. He said he took her diaper off but that Amelia must have put it back on.Yeah right!!! Like I'm an idiot to believe that.I told him that

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-7012631044916148232008-09-29T13:42:00.005-04:002008-09-29T14:02:11.954-04:00

My boy hasn't been feeling so well lately. He been coughing like a man and dripping all weekend long. At one point yesterday he was crying miserably while sitting at the high chair. I went over to see what's wrong. I look down and notice something pink on the side of his diaper. I didn't have my contacts on so I leaned down and tried to grag it. I was a little shock when I noticed he was

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-3301219168383541652008-09-29T13:37:00.004-04:002008-09-29T14:03:36.877-04:00

She did it!!!!I took her to the longest Mall in the world and no accidents. Well not the longest Mall but I'm sure she thought so...lol Albert thought I was insane for even thinking about taking her out with no diaper. I packed extra clothes, undies and diapers incase I gave up. When we got there I immediately took her to the potty. Then I followed up every 40 minutes or so.She's so funny.

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-33558660573925823622008-09-24T14:20:00.003-04:002008-09-24T17:11:21.065-04:00

I took the day off today because I was feeling so sick. Junior also has a terrible cough and has the snots. I decided to make a list of things we needed in the house and I went out to run errands. I took Amelia with me. I tested her for the first time. I took her with me to Target without a diaper. We spent 2 hours at Target. She asked to go to the potty while we were there. So far its

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-22388647283853768312008-09-22T15:26:00.007-04:002008-09-22T16:02:36.715-04:00

I was just filling out my application for graduation. I am currently taking MGT 404. This one out of three classes left of this long road called "my education". I started this road in 2000. It was a great opportunity to start at the time. Deija was about 3 years old and I was working decent hours. Peirce College was only 5 blocks from work and they were flexible with their schedules. Classes were

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-23722510574810382402008-09-22T10:26:00.002-04:002008-09-22T10:28:59.568-04:00

My mom called me this morning and said she was attacked. She said that she was coming home from dropping off her husband from work. This was at 5am. As she was sticking the key in the door a man came behind her, grabbed her and tried to shove her in the house. She said she screamed and a neighbor opened the door. The man apparently ran away. She said the cops were called. Not sure if by her or

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-33672041117924265312008-09-20T14:09:00.019-04:002008-09-20T14:42:09.211-04:00

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-63409416279413968572008-09-19T10:06:00.009-04:002008-09-29T10:09:06.709-04:00

I traveled all the way to Wisconsin to meet my sisters for the very first time. We met at an online community for women experiencing the battle of infertility. At a very desperate time of my life, I needed to talk to someone who could understand and support me rather than just tell me its meant to be or to accept that we'll never have anymore children. These wonderful women listened, cried, and

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-81366994796596191312008-09-18T16:04:00.001-04:002008-09-18T16:04:56.860-04:00

-Work like you don't need the money.-Love like you've never been hurt.-Dance like nobody's watching.-Sing like nobody's listening.-Live like it's Heaven on Earth.

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-38723222560402285872008-09-17T19:37:00.005-04:002008-09-17T19:57:32.641-04:00

So I just took Junior out of his high chair. He had been sitting there since dinner time.I noticed his pants were wet. I thought he peed through his diaper. I took off the pants and diaper and he was completely dry. The pants smelled like ammonia though. So I put him on the floor and walked over to touch the highchair to see if something had spilled.Junior follows behind me. He squats down, farts

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-59268146870774909392008-09-17T10:20:00.001-04:002008-09-17T20:00:46.143-04:00

Sorry about all the OLD blog entries but I'm cutting and pasting.I'll figure out how to archieve them and get them out of the way.But I want them accessible so you can all see Junior's journey to the world.

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-58886993190481721992008-09-17T09:28:00.003-04:002008-09-17T12:00:19.712-04:00

So it's 9:28am and I should be working. Here I am filling out the pre-K application for Amelia. She will go on a waiting list but its possible that she can get in soon. She'll be attending the school that Deija goes to. I can't imagine my baby in her little uniform and huge backpack walking to school. Time is just flying by. In two years I'll have Amelia in kindergarten, Deija in 8th grade and

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-27039558802953463362008-09-16T13:44:00.001-04:002008-09-16T13:55:30.258-04:00

I'm here at work wondering what kinds of things I will share on my blog. I don't even know where to begin. I'll start with today. Today I am a wife, mother, student, employee, business owner, and woman. Oh and a blogger!!! I am a busy person but I'm so used to having so much going on. I wouldn't even know where to begin relaxing. I have three children. Deija {pronounced Deja like Deja Vu} (age

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-56472387713327108452007-06-18T11:13:00.000-04:002008-09-17T11:14:22.776-04:00

Two weeks after returning to work and 6 weeks after having Junior, I had to have my gallbladder removed.I had puking on and off for an entire week. I finally called my doctor after 5 days of puking and he prescribed an over the counter medicine for a virus. I never went to pick it up because I knew it wasn't a virus.I finally went to the emergency room on sunday June 3rd. Actually it was

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-56274713147995748322007-05-17T10:09:00.000-04:002008-09-17T10:14:31.716-04:00

Boy, do I miss my little boy. He turned 4 weeks today. He'll be a month old on the 19th.I'm at work just wishing to hurry up and get home to him. He smells so good. I wish I could bottle up his smell and carry it with me.I have 5 more minutes to leave work, then I get to go home.I took 6 weeks off for maternity leave. Albert is home with the kids. Lucky him.Although Amelia is a handful. But I

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-32822506561054302112007-04-19T11:15:00.000-04:002008-09-17T11:16:21.977-04:00

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-8578196041101458242007-03-30T10:12:00.000-04:002008-09-17T10:14:46.985-04:00

I saw OB last night. He didn't give me #'s. But I'm 2 cm dilated and my cervix is super soft. Last time checked I was 1 cm but cervix was thick and long.He said if it were my first child he would say I got ways to go. Since its my third I can go at any minute. I also lost the plug this morning.I don't know how encouraging that is or not. I got a note for work to stay home. I'll turn that in once

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-13191186376004654612007-03-19T10:13:00.000-04:002008-09-17T10:14:06.977-04:00

This is the longest I've been pregnant. I'll be 36 weeks on thursday. I bet my husband I wasn't going to make it and he bet I would.Now I'm starting to believe that I'll be full term for once. I actually can't wait to have the baby. I want to start working already.My back is seriously killing me and its harder and harder to walk.I got everything ready for the baby. Only thing I need is a

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-34182008562966398152007-03-13T10:16:00.000-04:002008-09-17T10:17:49.185-04:00

She was born Dec 20, 2006 and passed on March 9, 2007. Not even 3 months old.I hadn't seen her in over a month because of a fight I had with my sister in law.My husband got to see her on friday and played with her. He said she was so chunky.Well that same night her dad fell asleep with her in the bed and rolled over on her and suffocated her.My mother in law lives with them and she had asked my

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-46676499145957526992007-03-08T10:18:00.000-05:002008-09-17T10:19:01.761-04:00

I got a shower yesterday at work. I was surprised even though I've heard it was coming soon. Anyway, they called me in for cake because of someone's birthday. I didn't think anything of it because it was a snow day and I knew no one was going to be carrying stuff around in the snow.So I walk towards the kitchen and I see the door half way shut. I knew something was up. I was so embarrassed

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-1509360873645983072007-03-05T10:24:00.000-05:002009-01-03T20:32:00.987-05:00

I woke up with heartburn on friday night. I took some Maalox and again I started vomiting. I was up all night from 2am until the morning doing nothing but vomiting and screaming in pain.I finally decided to go to the ER at 8am. I didn't have anything left in my stomach and still the pain wouldn't go away.I went to the nearest hospital because I thought since it was non-maternity related I could

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-62802527576784751352007-02-26T10:26:00.000-05:002008-09-17T10:28:07.886-04:00

Okay, I'm in a pigging out mood. But not for candy...just junk food. Mac & Cheese, Cheese burger... etc.I'm in a bindging mood. It snowed all day yesterday so I didn't do anything but stay in. I thought today would be a snow day but it was above temp so most of it is slush. I'm here at work and once again don't feel like working. I need to focus.I got a new thing to do now... I bought a

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-85642947358939297292007-02-22T10:30:00.000-05:002008-09-17T10:31:20.129-04:00

I went for my ultrasound on Monday (president's day) and everything was good. The fluid went down to 20cm.The baby weights 3lbs 12ounces. I'm glad because I want to have him weight at least 5lbs. He gained 1lb in 3 weeks.Well I went home and everything was going great. I woke up at 3:30am with terrible pain. I just sat in bed and drank water and watched tv.Finally I laid down again and fell

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-50201409589145070372007-02-09T10:31:00.000-05:002008-09-17T10:32:19.369-04:00

So I went to the doctors last night. My weight is 165lbs. Not too bad. I thought I would tip the scale.I lost 1 1/2 lbs. The heartbeat and moment sounded great. I told him about the visit at the Peri. He said that other than the fluid everything else seem completely normal and he is doing great. All it is, is just extra fluid. Not to worry.Other than that, I am huge. My belly is so big.

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-40324638857604519132007-01-29T10:32:00.000-05:002008-09-17T10:33:01.650-04:00

Today was my visit with Peri. I am so freaked out, I can't even type.Let me start out with the positive things. Baby weights 2lbs 15ounces. One hour gloucose came back good.Last time I went to the Peri they said I had access fluid and it might be diabetes. So they ruled it out because I pass the one hour test.My fluid is now 29cm. A full term pregnant woman only holds 24cm. So my water can break

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-75091496414340784792007-01-25T10:34:00.000-05:002008-09-17T10:35:04.433-04:00

I was really depressed and couldn't sleep for two days straight.I'm almost back to normal again.OT:I am 28 weeks today. Last time I was weighted was at 26 weeks and was 164.I gained a total of 14lbs on this pregnancy so far. I go in tonight for a check up.Hopefully my weight isn't crazy. I was having terrible contractions on Monday. I ended up in L&D. They gave me two shots of Brethine and

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-14688076075041982262006-12-19T10:38:00.000-05:002008-09-17T10:39:19.248-04:00

I had my OB appointment last thursday and I lost 1/2 lb. I should be gaining weight and I'm actually losing. I don't mind because I know the baby is growing and I'm eating. Although my husband thinks I'm not eating enough. I guess I was just meal contious before the pregnancy and now I still think about it behind my mind. I do eat cookies and candy once in a while.I just don't eat breakfast but I

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-90733913876869975442006-12-04T10:39:00.000-05:002008-09-17T10:40:12.982-04:00

I haven't posted in a little while. I'm 20 weeks now. I just found out we are having a boy.We are so pleased. I came back to work and I wish I would have just stayed home.I got a cervical ultrasound after the regular one and now I feel a little irritated. At 18 weeks I was 158lbs. I gained almost 5lbs since week 14.That is alot. My birthday just passed this friday and I got a surprised party

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-88348415856595412006-10-30T10:42:00.000-05:002008-09-17T10:43:23.498-04:00

I was 14 weeks about two thursdays ago. Doctor couldn't find the heartbeat but said everything is ok.This week I'll be 16 weeks so I'll be going again soon. My weight at 14 weeks was 153.I gained 2.5 lbs in 4 weeks. Not bad I guess.I finally found a daycare for my daughter Amelia. I hope she likes it. She starts tomorrow.I don't want to leave her sad. At least its Halloween and she'll be

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-7624060903883784382006-10-17T10:43:00.000-04:002008-09-17T10:44:14.503-04:00

I was talking to someone at the College I visit twice a month and she was telling me about her daughter's deformity.She was born without an ear. I can truly relate and finally felt like I can talk to someone that would understand having a baby with a deformity. Anyway, I'm not getting into that now.I wanted to express that I felt like someone else can relate.Last Tuesday my MIL had a heart

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-16194584869099191982006-10-10T10:44:00.000-04:002008-09-17T10:45:38.090-04:00

What happened to the true meaning of things? Everyone is so excited about celebrating commercial holidays.They forget about the true meaning. Christmas is the birth of Christ not a big Mall with things to buy. Easter is not a day for egg hunting. Even Columbus day is not a day for no mail and no trash collection. Reason I bring this up is:I was pregnant with my second daughter and everyone was

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-5387665432267239622006-10-09T10:45:00.000-04:002008-09-17T10:46:20.321-04:00

I haven't posted in a while. I'll make this short because I have 5 minutes until I leave work.I am 12 weeks now. I have told my boss and some people at work have noticed.I've been up peeing every night. My boobs are hurting like crazy but no morning sickness.I still get hungry all the time. I felt something in my stomach the last week or so. I know its not fetal movement.I am not that far

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-48597002191022387612006-09-13T10:46:00.000-04:002008-09-17T10:47:01.833-04:00

Everything is calm now. That is where I want it to be. I will be 9 weeks tomorrow. I can't believe it. I barely fit in my pants. Time for maternity clothes.at least the pants so I feel more comfortable. I have a terrible hunger strike everyday at 10am. So for the last two hours I'm praying for food. lol $2 will buy nothing but junk. I might have two hotdogs. That is filling.I don't know

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-21710393617799773252006-08-30T10:47:00.000-04:002008-09-17T10:47:53.342-04:00

I just got in from the doctors. I had an ultrasound, bloodwork, and spoke to the doctor. She said everything looks great. I will be seven weeks tomorrow. The ultrasound shows I am 6 weeks and a half. So I'm where I should be. She asked to see a picture of my daughters. She thought the baby was so cute and the oldest so tall and beautiful. I get ultrasounds for another 2 weeks and I'm

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-20875634881189848822006-08-21T10:48:00.001-04:002008-09-17T11:05:59.354-04:00

I just found out I'm pregnant again for the sixth time. I am 5 weeks now.I had in-vitro with my second daughter after 8 years of infertility and 3 miscarriages.I wasn't ready for another one. I wanted to forgot about getting pregnant and all the troubles I had during my pregnancy.I wanted a break. My baby is turning one on saturday and I'm pregnant again. OMG!!!This was completely spontaneous.

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-58543953936952746402006-08-08T10:51:00.000-04:002008-09-17T10:51:45.447-04:00

We had our Annual Company Saftey Luncheon today. They raffle off two prizes. One for 4 days off and $4,000 and the other for 1 day off and $1,000. Pretty good prizes. Well for starters. Someone asked me if I was coming to the Luncheon on their way over there. I said yes and got up and grabbed my bag. By the time I got to the Elevator they press the doors to close. I put my hand in and

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-87148731421325607452006-08-07T10:52:00.000-04:002008-09-17T10:53:11.579-04:00

She is terrible!!!!!My cleaning business started as a suggestion of them finding houses to clean so they can have some extra cash and they can have something to do during their free time. I started them off by cleaning my house. I gave them $200 before I left on vacation. I wanted everything sparkling so when I came back I could redecorate. They didn't even touch my closets and spider webs on

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-1337929478020028742006-07-20T10:55:00.000-04:002008-09-17T10:56:03.362-04:00

...this morning I was at 101.8 degrees on fever. My head is killing me. I cancelled Pilates on Wed. I couldn't bare how I felt. I dont want to leave work early because I don't want to get in trouble at work. But I am not even moving. Its sooooo cold in hear. I didn't bring a sweater either. Tonight I have to go interview with someone about the Cleaning Business. If I leave now I should

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-21813708715583102912006-07-19T10:56:00.000-04:002008-09-17T10:56:41.447-04:00

Last night I had a terrible sinus headache followed by 102 fever. I couldn't even blink. I don't know if it was heat related being as though, it was over 100 degrees outside. I can't stand the heat anymore. My husband went out and got me some sudafed. The pressure is gone today but I still have a fever. I'm at work early today because I have a CPR and Adult Heart Saver Course. I didn't

Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16449673787304283831noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3028092482861101096.post-19559892894066090722006-07-12T10:56:00.000-04:002008-09-17T10:57:23.189-04:00

Why the sudden urges to pig out.... I wish I were eating pasta or pizza or cheese burgers. You would think that I was this obese person but I not. I sometimes watch what I eat. But then sometimes I just want to come home and empty the refridgerator. I'm sure when I get home I'll cook and eat while cooking. I would love to be in Olive Garden eating their bread sticks and salad... or

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